Friday, February 12, 2010

sharing my good news with a side of guilt

I am 152 today and it feels really good. BUT I feel really bad being happy with that seeing as there are such bigger problems in the world.

John asked me today who I am losing the weight for as he always is a ball breaker and I said what is true.

I am losing weight for me. Because I dont want my heart to work harder than it should have to. And so there for my goal is to be in the healthy range for my height and no longer be over weight at all. So I need to be in between 118 and 141. I know that 118 is too thin for me and what I think I should be. So I will be happy with 141. With an offical goal of 135.

K gotta go change gab.

love ya.