Monday, May 4, 2009

Try again

Crys,

I tried to type this yesterday, but never got to finish it.

Yesterday this is what I ate:

B-12-15 dry Kashi Cinnamon Harvest squares
L-Tuna salad and Tuna on toasted french bread (3x3 Inch)
D-cranberry chicken salad (230 calories) and a slice of pizza

Not too bad, but then you add in the 1/2 bag of M&M's AND 2/3 of a Dr. Pepper and all of it goes down the toilet.

Today, Autumn and I had eye appts got out at noon and stopped by Burger King, and yes I ate a whopper with onion rings and drank most of my Dr. Pepper. For breakfast I ate good though, 1/2 a bagel with PB and 3/4 of an apple. So needless to say today is shot, but it is what it is, right?

I am hoping to move to CT, trust me, it is just going to take some time. I have a plane that I am going to put $100 away a month and then by the time I have enough money saved I will have my degree and some experience under my belt. So it is a work in progress.

Well today at the eye dr. we found out that Autumn has a convergence disorder and needs.....drum roll please.....BIFOCALS! My poor baby. So I am going to shell out the extra 100 bucks so she can have no lines. I on the other hand am just needing a stronger prescription, with both orders we are going to shell out over $600. YUP! Without insurance it would have been close to if not over $!500. So I guess thank God for VSP.

I am still just breathing. I am having a hard time with the whole grandmother thing, I have sat back already at numerous times and said "WOW I could really talk to her right now, she would know what to say." So needless to say I am still not over the whole issue.

I miss talking to ya girl....I've needed a shoulder to cry on a couple of times now, and it's either too late or I am at work or something else gets in the way. I really could use a talk with ya though, hopefully on Friday when we are both off.

I'm glad to hear about you seriously thinking about going back to school, I think that would be awesome. Congrats!

Okay chickie, I am at work like always, I will talk to you soon.

Love ya,

Jenn