Okay, so I have decided that my purpose in life is to self-sabatoge myself. I did really awesome today with my eating, I ate everything on my diet plan and even skipped some things like the raisins and the cottage cheese. But I get to work, am completely depressed and what do I do, but eat 3 twix bars and have 4 sips of a Dr. Pepper.
I'm telling you Crystal I am going to lose my mind very soon. I can feel it coming. It's pretty sad that even on pills I am still a mess, which leads me to believe that there is something far worse with me.
I work out today for 20 minutes for what? NOTHING.
UGHHHHHH. Okay I'm done for tonight. I will check up on you later to see how things went for you today, but don't expect too much from me.
Jenn
